with myself for ever getting out of modelling as well as doing art. i miss it all alot. and yet doing things right and trying really hard to straighten my life out and get back on track im just haunted by the past and constantly being pulled down left and right. i trusted to many people with so much. and now all i can do is pay for it.

keep your fingers crossed for me that i can get back up from all this stupid mess ive made for myself and get back into the groove of things i know i had something going and now i think i can do even better. lets also hope a dog doesnt maul my face before then too <_< stupid grooming. im starting to really hate my job.

hope all is well.. miss having stuff to update with. maybe ill make some fun photos sometime soon myself

love and cupcakes